who do you love

THIS IS BORING SO GO HERE INSTEAD
one year ago today i visited the ol vampire parts of stockholm to see the cat and empty my room, daydreaming about now. and now i nightdream about then. funny. most of them are about making ready for a quick escape for different reasons each time, the last two were a death penalty (to berrn) and to rescue little sister from stuff.
last night though i was saved by a whole night of mixing drinks, which is impossible while sleeping, as you cant remember what you were about to make and who it was for and who you were talking with and what about, for more than a second or so. made a pretty bunch of hours of panic. but nothing better than waking up early with the neighbour still snoaring. i have my rain and my coffee.